You Were Never Mine

Simply because they do
Theres no need for reason
I’ll find my way through
I really believed though
That I’d be doing it with you

The times were messy
I guess that’s why you ran
I cannot forget you
Though forgiving you I can
But You should know your change of heart
Was never part of the plan

I still don’t sleep
On your side of the bed
I pretend it’s not empty
And that it isn’t stained red
From the death of all the promises
And all the love wed made

I break down our last conversation
Before you left and never looked back
To find a sign id missed
That might’ve been why we veered off track
I cannot explain away the pain though
So, I’m left here in the dark

I draw the same conclusion
Every single time
That if you aren’t here right now
Then you were never mine.