HIM, MINE.

If I can tell anyone how I feel right now,
I’d use scared, but that’s an understatement.
Today is my interview and I’m nervous,
My only wish is to pass, I need this job.
As I make my way to the interview room,
I see a lot of people lined up for the same,
But only one catches my eye, only one,
And I even doubt if he’s here for the job.

He’s sharply dressed and I’d say cute,
His round glasses make him dangerous,
But he’s a sexy danger, one I’d totally do,
Those lips, oh God, I wonder how they taste.
I sound pathetic, I know, really, I do,
I should be rehearsing the possible questions,
Yet here I am entranced by this sex god,
I couldn’t even hear my name, oh screw me.

Minutes or should I say agonizing minutes later,
My interview is done and I’m told to wait,
I’m not sure I’ll get the job, unless he’s my job,
I would go for a hundred interview just to pass.
I take that time to study him, my distraction,
As I take in more of him, I think I’m in love,
With the one who has not realized I’m staring,
Maybe he’s ignoring me. That was months ago.

My heart is rapidly beating, but I’m used to it,
This only happens because of him, just mine.
My whole body is excited and I’m having jitters,
I love this feeling, it’s so fulfilling and addictive.
I know he is almost here, I can sense him,
My knees feel week, I feel shaky and unstable,
But I swear I’m not sick, I’m very fine, just emotional.
And his smile, makes my mushy nets squashy.

This guy, this tall, dark and handsome guy,
This chocolate skinned yummy illegal man,
The one who restricts his talks around people,
But with me, it’s like a whole new phase of him.
I was charmed by his personality, my sweetheart,
Overtime I got to know him better, his preferences,
I got to know his likes and dislikes, and I loved.

I am not in love, I am happy and feel free,
I feel secure and protected when with him,
He understands me so well I couldn’t let go,
He makes me feel super strong and very safe.
He does a lot of little beautiful charming things,
He reminds me of the first day I saw him,
Only that today, he belongs to me as I him,
He’s my ultimate sin and I’d gladly be damned for him.

I’m snapped out of my memory lane,
With a sweet little kiss on my neck,
And for a moment I’m almost lost in him,
In this little perfect world we live in,
My favorite place to be, with him. Mine.