Why did I?

Why did I?
Why did I place my trust on you?
Why did I unseal my crust for you?
Why did I ever believe you this much?

It was to be there forever,
It wasn’t a temporary relationship,
It was not a one day play affair,
It Was meant to stay.

I woke up every morning to our private calls
It always seemed ripe and beautiful at night
Texting you for hours on end
While reviewing our moments in secret.

But why did I ever drop my clothes for you?
Why did I ever rely so much on your help?
Why couldn’t you tell me all this was a game?
Why did you not tell me I’d loose it all at the end?

Today morning I woke up to a call so threatening
My heart has been broken and left for dead
The pieces have been squeezed and left in shambles
What we built is now left in dust and ash.

He said how much we had kissed
He showed me the last picture I told you to delete
He insisted on how much he was sure that we screwed
And what’s worse is that he dared to kill me!

I told you what your man could possibly think
I unraveled the strings of the truth that was to come
I even remember telling you how worse it could be
But what did you do?

I loved the stolen love shared
Full of taste and so sweet
Moments so real and unseen
Of words unheard of!

Am sorry that I called you this midnight when he is asleep
Am so sorry I couldn’t pick any of your calls this week
And am very sorry to say this is my last of calls
And am very sorry to have been that naked to you!