DEAR DIARY..!

Dear diary,
Today I meant to kiss him,But
I froze
Letting him walk away,
I should have chased after him,but
My knees gave away that Option,the hope of him ever holding me,
The thought of His arms around me
makes my whole being cramble

Dear diary,
He’s been insistive,But I am adamantly resistive,
Holding on,
Scared of falling,
My instincts tells to let go,but
am scared of falling in love,
See,He’s
promised i’ll land gently in his arms,
Still,
I want to,
Though hesitant;I hope he has enough fighting in him to wait a while longer,

Dear Diary,
I am scared to tell him how i feel,
When ever he’s around,
I can feel our shadows connect,
I can see Cupid;with an arrow,
our names on it,
When i sleep,he’s all i dream about,
when am awake,he’s all I journal about,

So Dear diary,
Today is the day,
the day i get to Open my steel Caged- armoured doors to my heart,
Am hoping that too-Late will arrive Hours later,

Poet Rays ?.