THE AGONY OF LOVE

What happened my love?
All of a sudden, why the silence
What’s going on?
I need to know, ntaambia nini watu, tell me now
Ntaanzaje kusema ulienda bila show
You should have told me at first
That this whole thing wasnt meant to last!
Nilibuy Airtel to Airtel to call you for long?
But kwa “walioachwa” sasa am among
Nimekuwa laughing stock kwa street
Mocking me are my friends kwa tweet
Wanaulizia zile photoshoots we went
The ‘couple goals’ umezipaka tint
Now we no longer together
Na zile warm hugs n kisses za forever?
Those posts zetu kwa Facebook na insta..
What were they all for?
Nimejaribu kuchoma those photos, just to erase the memories
Najaribu Ku move on but the pain doesn’t wanna go
Nakumbuka ile life tulitake?, ndio tulinde love isibreak
Now you back to your ex, umenireplace Kama pembe for exe?
Trust me it pains but itabidi nizoee
Is this how the groaning is?
When you loose your love like stolen wings
Unajua ukinipea ile promise ring
I thought forever lovebirds we would be
Na imagine vile tungegonga vichwa vya habari
Kuwa the next power couple in town
Like kina wahu na nameless
Bila scandles tukiwa harmless
But kila kitu imeisha, na vile mahaters walisema ‘tutaachana tu’
What’s left now? Just wounds to heal
There’s nothing left for real
All I need is to spin the wheel
That ‘bora uhai’ is the way to feel
Juu ulishaenda bila goodbye.
But still am left with the agony
The agony of love to nurse in harmony
Coz I can’t fight to have you back
But in my heart you will forever pack
Na kama haingewesmek it wasn’t meant to be
And that’s the reality of love life in agony.

_@kerubosiko_