BOXED UP

I realized i was caught up in my own imagination

They were projections of my own fears

There were no signs of any of them happening

But i played the scenarios over and over in my mind

I got attached to the thoughts

And was convinced they would come true

So i was living but part of my attention was on my fears, fear of the unknown, of whats to come

Which i seemed to have figured out

It was exhausting

Its like being alive but gasping for air

It tortures you

Yes, your own thoughts can torture you and put you in a box

I would never want to experience such again

So i fight

Allowing in thoughts that illuminate my mind and soul

I believe better now

Hope you do too