Am sorry

Am so sorry
For my worry
Worrying about people
That didn’t care about me
About things that didn’t really matter.

Am sorry
For all my faults
For the times I blamed myself.
For the things I did
For every mess I got into

Am sorry
For loving the wrong people
For causing pain to my flesh
For exposing my heart to heartbreaks
I let it in the waves and now am blown

Am sorry
For the times I kept holding on
Thinking things will change
They broke me but I sticked around
But there were no better days
Instead they tortured my trust
And left me betrayed

But all in all I learnt my lessons
I better cry a little
And choose to move on
Cause things will get better
Dear self
Forgive me.