CLOSED CHAPTERS

I survived it all,
ooh! yes, I did…
I wanted to stop hurting,
but I kept bleeding.
How else could I handle it?..
honestly, it was hard to accept.
How easy was it to talk ill,
of somebody I once valued the most,
the one I considered a mender of my torn heart.
One of a kind,
my one in a million
turned out to be among the millions
that I considered none.

Tell me how easy it could be,
to let go of something
u once got stuck on like glue?
Tell me why you had to leave when I thought I found a home in you?
My shelter you were
and yet you demolished the iron sheets
leaving me with no roof.
Looking back, I see nothing to hold on to.
It chokes me to recall;
the same person who once gave me warmth
later became the reason I felt so cold.
It’s funny that the one I once cherished,
is now something I long to detest.
Our chit chats that once pampered me to sleep
later gave me sleepless nights
leaving me empty.

One thing is for sure,
I guess I had enough.
I embrace the moments we had,
But moving on is the right thing to do.
Am sorry but I just had to let it go.
Sometimes I wanna reopen the pages,
Then I remember I got way too many chapters
to open than get stuck in the past pages.
Allow me to close the chapters,
As I open new pages.
Cause I just can’t rewrite the stars.?