For the longest time,
She had been my world,
And I swear,
She was all I had needed.
This woman,
Was my motivation to work harder,
My greatest push for a better life.
I wanted to be better for her,
Be the man she would always want,
Hell, I wanted to be,
Her knight in shining armor,
But she taught me the hard way,
That queens never needed knights,
To save them.
I hadn’t realized it yet,
But my obsession,
Was driving her crazy.
I did things excessively,
Loved her obsessively,
Lived for her,
Did everything for her,
Because I wanted her,
To look at only me.
I wanted her to think of me,
Whenever her friends talked of men,
I wanted her to be consumed by me,
And maybe that’s why I lost her.
My love ruined her love for me,
How, you may ask,
When I was just a lover,
But then I realized,
I wanted to be her god,
But there could only ever be one god,
And I never really fit the bill for that.
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