September 2023

If we’re just friends why do you always come to mind, It’s like you’re a phone call a way When I’m about to call you

Staring in my best friend’s direction, I saw a handsome stranger, Hovering over me like a nightmare, Smiling at me like the monster did, But

His body grows weaker by day, Feeble at each stage, But how to I admit it, How do I say it? We’ve fought it once,

I am in place that I cannot be repaired, Place that no one can assist me, Place where I can only decide, What to do

Why is there silence when it comes to the fragility of our hearts How easy it is for them to break How healing is timeless

I used to wonder what loss was, How hard the hit would have to be, How imperfect everything would seem. I had fantasies of what

You know, The funny thing is that, Me being alive and well, Is because of your ridiculously soothing words, That were laced with venom; If

Today I woke up Today I ate Today I smiled Today I cried Today I overthought Today I lied Today I spoke the truth Today

I promise to keep my eyes closed, Until the sun sets, And darkness creeps in Then I’ll wake up and get absorbed in it I’ll

Once upon a time we were close We were two peas in a pod I held on a bit too tight When the time came