Was It A Conspiracy Love?

Was it a conspiracy to win my heart?
Did you want to win me to hurt me?
I know you didn’t want to be with me.
I didn’t know that all you wanted
was to hurt me.

I wish I knew this before,
My regrets come after my action of loving you.
Do you even remember the last call?
Do you even remember the last text?
I know you don’t because all along
was the conspiracy love you had for me.

The last time I check my phone there was neither call or text from you,
I know I was not worthy to you;
I saw the red flag in our relationship,
but I kept it a secret.
I didn’t want to hurt you because I loved you.

I knew you wanted to use me and damp me,
I knew you never care about my feelings,
I knew you are loved by women,
I Knew every woman who set eyes on
You will wish to have you for themselves.

I kept quiet.
I didn’t want to lose you.
Days changed to weeks, weeks to months,
months to years you never call or text me.
I was left with a broken heart
with your conspiracy love.

You left me with unanswered questions,
Did you ever miss me?
Did you ever have some feelings for me?
Did I wrong you?
Your conspiracy love
has made me choose wrong decisions in my life!