September 2023

The rainbow in the night was beautiful then, I never thought I’d see it ever, But that night on my way home, I saw the

Was it bad for me to approach you first? Was it bad for me to first express my love to you? What was wrong with

I’m not sure if it’s just me or the rest also notice, It feels like the house has been getting darker, Smaller as days go

I have gone through this thought a thousand times, Crafted a memory in my mind where you never left, A hidden reality with you in

If my heart had a way to vent, It couldn’t have waited, To whine in dissatisfaction, While baring it’s cracks; The cracks you’d played part

Something old something new Something borrowed something blue In our future I thought it’d be me and you But now I question if any of

All I wanted was to be part of it, The little and loving perfect family, I wanted to feel like one of you, I wanted

Somebody I couldn’t be started speaking to me in voices I couldn’t define Part of me sounded like a trap laid to meet those who

It scares me The thought of being a parent That one day Someone is going to completely Rely on me I struggle with taking care

My womanizer boo, I have been getting a lot of rumors, That you are the king of women outside there, Is it true that you