2023

Everyone else mattered to her, But I wasn’t everyone, And it hurt like hell. I was the shadow she barely saw, The ghost that existed,

Do you know that you are still on my mind? Like a lyric to a song, You are not forgotten. I often try to find

I am a monster, But she created me. I swear I loved her, I really did, More than I loved myself, But that’s what happens,

Like fences is life Audacious pain sneaks On the other side in silence The true man dies So burdened like no one Cares about the

Maybe in her eyes, I was a poor man, Standing in my stall all day, Serving customers like a calling, But I wanted her for

Recall, you have moved many mountains, You’ve shattered countless glass ceilings, In the truest tradition of resilience, You’re a man of firsts, a trailblazer, It

I should have listened when she spoke, Focused when she said to, Comforted her when she got hurt, Been there when she needed me, Hugged

Here I am Like a lost sheep Gone are the days when I had this vibrance That came with knowing she was mine We used

It hurt to sit there, And wait for him to walk away. Sure, There were a lot of people watching, But if he could have

Silence seems soft but it can, Etch scars on your heart, Your disappearance messed With my mind, For long, I thought it was promnesia, Until