If And When You Find Him

Make it known unto him
That I did in fact, love him
That I did truly, want him
And I did truly, choose him.

Tell it to him until he hears it
That he let me down
That he broke my heart
And that he, knowingly, broke his word.

Tell him to run, for I will not back down
For I will stand tall and whole
Loved, selected, appreciated, mended
By me. For me.

Let him know, that I will be back
Rested, recovered, functional
And this time, with every ounce of breath
I will choose me, without hesitation.

That the script will be mine to write this time
That no tears will flow in his memory
For I was baptized in fire,
And I refuse to be the tail to his kite.