I Want To Give Up On You, Mother, But Love Won’t Let Me

As the day passes by,
I watch the fruits you bore into this world,
Turn sour in your hands.

Everyday,
I watch the gemstones in your crown,
Fall off bit by bit.
It’s sickening to witness.

How did a strong, kind woman like you,
Succumb to the propagation carried around,
By these fake leeches,
Looking for the next host to leech on?

This isn’t the woman I adored,
This isn’t the woman I promised the world to,
This isn’t the woman I once referred to,
As the Hebrew woman.
She has been defeated,
And she is now like a shadow lurking around.

She once promised to stand by us,
No matter what, but lately,
She barely hears us,
Feels like we have gone off in her mind.
Emotions are dead,
And the mind is in a state of unrest.

I want to give up on her,
But how can I?
She is my whole world,
Even if I’m no longer part of her world.
I just hope you heal,
From all the wounds we have caused you.