FADED

I’ve lost the freshness of cogitations
I’m reduced in strength
And I can’t take on this feeling
My face is withered with a washy affection
I will not bother them with hashtags ‘entanglements’
Because I’ve lost my brilliance
And the sense of romance
It’s out of hand
It’s off my brain
Because it’s something different to curb
Love won’t set me free
Instead, it’s allowing hate
To strangle me
I have to let it go
And tightly hold my
Goon companion
Who has been my veridical boon companion
The rib with support for life
I will not fade
Because I understand and know I’m the ‘heartmost’
I also know my weakness therefore I’ll appreciate the strength of others
I will not fade for envy