MY BARREN HEART

The match of me and her was so absolute,
Our presence was always accompanied with scent of love,
To me, I was in the world of how things are,
But it was the exaggerations in the dreams that confused me.

With the strongest relationship I guess,
I thought it was wise to crown her my wife,
Not knowing our worlds were unlike,
Me being in that of fantasy of course.

Before the mega attendance,
You walked out of my presence,
With a held ring and a kneeling knee,
After the famous quote of will you marry me.

If love is blind in nature,
Then this blinding one wasn’t love,
For it gave me a fake view of existence of love,
And led me to the public to propose.

You promised to always stay by my side,
But later betrayed your affiance,
By allowing humiliation take over my life,
And left me to face the crowd alone.

The drought of betrayal stroke my heart,
And left it dry with a huge split,
The season I opened my hands for good harvest,
Is the same my farm was covered with weeds of disappointment.

My heart still remains unproductive,
Even after applying the manure of romance,
And receiving the artificial rains of not all are the same,
The seeds of love still can’t find a survival chance in me.