

Someday, I had dared to love, Dared to believe in the reality of it all, The possibility that there was always more, More to the
A lover in the night and savior by day, I should have been different, for him, I should have tried to embrace him more, Instead
It was different, with her, the girl in a red scarf, The girl whose smile tore through my heart, Whose life was never hers, to
I thought a lot of things were impossible, That there was a system to be followed, A mastery that needed to be kept always, And
Kitten, I’m coming for you, Consider this a heads-up, my precious, Even though my mind is focused on the wall, The one you taught me
I haven’t written letters for years, petal, And truly, this may not be what you like, Even as I struggle to write down these words,
In that moment, everything stills, An evening so calm holds a shift, One that will forever haunt us all, But none more than the eleven
See, the thing about betrayal, Wasn’t the hurt that it came with, no. We could hurt anytime, Be broken one too many times, But eventually
Some days were harder than the rest, And it wasn’t because we stopped hoping, Or even fighting for a better tomorrow. They were harder, Because
Dear me, I don’t know what I’d do, If I didn’t have you, really. I’m not sure I’d have come this far, Considering some part