

I sit at the darkest corner of my room shivering and shaking, teeth chattering and my entire body surrenders to the quivers. I cannot begin
Lost. That’s everything I felt the first month. I was covered in my own puke and shit and piss and all that. Gross but it’s
Yeah, so today is my birthday but I can’t help feeling the same. I’m twenty nine now. Mama’s breathing down my neck about grandbabies. Pop’s
Colours aew beautiful. They make sure we see how bright everything can be. But they also are tell tale signs of what we are feeling.
So it’s quite a while since I really sat to think about life. It’s been a while since I really decided to consider every aspect
Yesterday I did the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do in my life. I went to my Mama’s grave. It’s all grass and bushes
Light… That’s a word I’ve always admired. It’s a word I only know the meaning of but haven’t really experienced. Last time we were together,
My phone chimes beside me. My eyes light up. Finally! The train is back on track, again. Behold, fine ladies and gentlemen, my sweet agony, the love of my life and my third damnation.
Ah yes! Back to my damnation. Where was I last time… Oh yes, I mentioned dearest Mama as my second damnation. Well, I only put
I’ll be damned if I can tell you when it begun. Or how it begun. Or with whom it begun. I’ll be damned if I