DIARY OF BROKEN HEARTS

I once said I did not want a display If ever someone proposed The eager hopeful stares from strangers The man on bended knee brimming

I can’t remember silent nights, All I remember are his fights, His fits, his hits, That’s all I remember, That’s all I know now, Every

In the shadows my pain reigns, Like a motor on the move, The blood in my brain untimely whirrs, My heart speaks of the forbidden,

Like a drug I was drawn to him, When you said it was the last time I thought you were joking Each goodbye meant see

When you see him tell him I miss him, tell him my heart is crying loud, Loud,so loud that when every person sees me, They

I like the quiet It is comforting I do not mind it No hastily rehearsed lines No quips that cut No cruel humor I don’t

Why would someone, Want to hurt someone else’s heart? Why make me fall in love with you, And you knew you have fake heart? Your

I used to feel bad seeing you calling other women sweetie, honey, my love, babes, That all kinds of sweet names, I used to feel

He is a man and just a man, I can’t call him dad, Father. No, he remains just a man. Not a father, just a

Ceaseless disappointments, Lies and hogwash, Sugar-coated vows, Once seen as eligible; Long pushed us into an endless abyss. Torn between despair and despondency, On the