COMPLICATED.

Hell was breaking loose…
I married the wrong person.?..
Was taken care by the wrong father..?.
Knew no any brother…?
Raped by my male best friend…??
Twas hard to ease the pain.?

I walked but couldn’t measure my steps
Talked yet my words hard to understand
Cried without a specific reason.?
Laughed to ease my inner tension…?
Fought against whom I can’t tell…
All this was like a mystery…
A heart surgery…
A complicated puzzle…?

They called me insane…?
To them I was faking the pain…?
My own blood hated me with passion.?
From parent to siblings to my children.
Twas hard to ease the pain.?

Let me tell you what He did…
He wasted my 20years…?
Never told me he had HIV virus..?
Made her pregnant and vanished away.
Why her over me…?.
Why is the world unfair with no pity..?
I wish you allowed me recover from the shock….?
Azin what did I just do to be empty..

Am now sickly…
Waiting for my day of depature..
No friends…?.
No relatives…?
No relationships…?
Nothing…Nothing at all.?
Still hard to ease the pain.?@theWalking shadows.