SWEET TOOTH

I remember when I first took it in,
couldn’t forget how it filled my lungs
that feeling, like innocent arousal from a first
I remember how, for a moment I thought I was choking,
the feeling as it made its way through my body, into my head had me yearning for more,
the serenity and calmness within me brought by it
how everything became so still and yet so full of life
I remember finally understanding the beauty of life
I remember being able to see what this world really was about,
I remember how it got me craving for touch, how it got my loins crazed and on fire
I remember how more real and fiery sex felt, how I didn’t think of my flaws, just let it all flow
just how at a point I felt like I was nearer to death, and I couldn’t catch my breath
I remember how this feeling despite scary was exhilarating
the head rush that left me feeling both confused and surreal.
I remember how low and dead it felt when it left me, how suddenly everything was flawed and didn’t make sense.
I remember how I held on to it, and how it never let me down.
It was my one beautiful fetish, my very sweet evil.

so light me another, burn me up higher
no, don’t go easy, I got ’em balls so just blow me
a little crazy for my life, yet a million laughters I pile.