ADDICTION

I love,
Starve,
Crave,
And serve,
Just because I have feelings.

My lover loved another,
My feelings fled to another,
My love shifted to the phone,
A secret home of complete pleasure.
My closet of full unseen sweetness.

She found another tool for satisfaction,
My own drops of affection found joy in sight,
In seeing and feeling good,
So much pleasure than my body could withstand.

She nowadays loves masculine men,
My body alone cannot withstand chest pain,
So I let her go in the name of love,
Just so I’d watch and touch all I have.

Moaning in silence sounds sweet
With emotions flowing from my fingertips
Legs crossed with the mouth wide open,
With racing breaths and temperatures.

Pleasure for lesure,
Craving for self touch,
Passion for hidden trials,
Of Love that keeps you away,
Just so I’d groan and moan in sweet pain.