UNDERSTAND ME

Listen,
Don’t despise me because i act all weird,
Don’t judge me because I act all childish,
Just don’t make me do want I don’t want to!

I’ve had very horrible experiences of pain
I’ve had the worst torment of a lifetime
I’ve lived in darkness and dens of trouble
And I just need you to understand me!

I don’t love fire,
I hate cooking,
I don’t smoke or burn things,
Fire made me loose my family!

I remember my brother like yesterday,
He’s the only one who survived the inferno,
And twelve days later we went swimming,
And that’s how he drowned to death!

So please,
Keep me away from this triggers,
I can’t swim or get inside water as deep as my finger,
So don’t push me you’ll only kill me!

I don’t love friends,
Friends made me suffer under my parents roof,
They made my father drunk and irresponsible,
Friends made me miss his support and love!

I can’t spend time with neighbors,
I love it all alone,
Neighbors who talk and tell of you to the streets,
Those who make you cry and sad just because you are poor and begging!

So before you throw away my words,
Please read my book,
Chapter to chapter till the end,
So you might get a glimpse of my inner struggles!