Coming from school today I had to pass through Carol’s place, I had promised to drop her laptop back before the day ends, not that she needed it but I still feared my usual streak of bad luck, especially with borrowed things. The evening was warm, a slight breeze blowing by every now and then, and I found myself tempted to light the joint I had left, it was my last one but I didn’t mind, I was going to get more from Jack. So I blazed away puffing and puffing in increasing paranoia, mellowing between moments of complete zone outs and damned hysterical thoughts. It was a good one.
Approaching her house, I crushed the remainder of my magic wand wrapping it in a clean tissue. I could already hear the blasting music from several houses in the apartments, ‘live and let live’ most students went by this rule, we all thought it was cool doing whatever we wanted, as long you don’t hurt anybody, seems fair right? I find myself laughing at that, “must be the herb”.
I’d been knocking for quite sometime now, the loud music muffling the chaotic insults I threw at Carol for not answering the door, reaching for the latch on the inside I realize its not padlocked so I let myself in, setting the laptop on the table I head for the bedroom, I had to relieve myself. Carol’s bathroom was huge and really nice, heck, even her house was great. She had good money, always bragging of how she spoilt her men with more than just good pussy. I always wondered how good…, my train of thought halted instantly, “what did I just see?” I whispered to myself, shaking anxiously maybe with excitement, shock, arousal? I couldn’t really place it. So I peaked this time from behind the door where I hid, and right there before me, I saw it again.
Jack and Carol had been together for almost a year now, their relationship always beaming with glamour and flashy smiles, babe! Sweetie! Love… They shared this house together, like everything else they had, maybe just except each other. Standing there now I struggled to understand how this was all happening, yet despite my complete disapproval I couldn’t stop looking as the two men before me curled into each other, their naked bodies sweaty, skins gliding together in their heated passion as they kissed, passionately, roughly with so much emotion, moaning silently in their tangle of sexual halo. Their dicks hanging hard as they rubbed against each other, at this point I could feel the heat coming and my nipples harden, and I found myself rubbing and pinching at them as I gazed on. And they licked at each other, biting and scratching as they struggled to control their lustful haze, and they both moaned as Jack slipped his manhood into him, two finger’s in his lover’s mouth as he took him from the back, and I saw him biting at his lip, as if in that moment nothing could touch him, my fingers now beneath my skirts, rubbing rhythmically to their speed as they fucked on and on, dominating each other’s space liked they wanted to share their breaths. As I came where I stood, I realized I had never been so aroused than in that moment of watching those two men devour each other, my shame overthrown easily by the pressure now building in my bladder, I still had to pee, turning back I sneak out of the house silently as I hurry toward the latrines just across the hanging lines, my mind now raging with mixed emotions. On one hand, there was the truth about Jack, he was clearly gay, no wonder Carol always complained of his low sex drive, but should I tell her? Jack was my friend too, should I ask him about it?
On the other hand, I felt confused on a personal level about my own sexuality, I always knew I liked girls, maybe it was the pretty or the crazy but I did like them, sometimes I used to imagine this girl I knew, Jane, she was cute with one of those lithe bodies, and I would picture her stripped on my bed when I needed some fantasy. Today though, I felt scared for what I knew might be true, and as I wiped away the last drops, I wondered if I’d be ready to step out and really show or live in the shadows like Jack did.
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