I’m drowning, but I feel okay,
I haven’t felt anything in days,
Been blacking out for so long,
My brain probably thinks its over.
I feel so empty I want to feel,
Just once and I’ll be okay.
I want to feel hurt, cry even,
I want to laugh, and love,
I want to be betrayed,
I want to be disappointed
I want to live not just breathe,
But I feel so numb it scares me.
My world is crashing daily,
And I’m finding nothing to live for,
But I don’t see myself dead either,
I have dreams and goals to work for,
Being happy is my favorite dream,
But how long before I drown in emptiness?
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