By Sharon
Questions keep running through my mind
Each time questioning my existence
Why do I have to stay alive
When all life has given me is hate
Nothing good to show
Fear,anger and depression
Turned to be in my day today thoughts
Sleepless nights
Nightmares of my bad worthless life
Then goes the people and those I think are friends
Avoiding me and asking me to abstain from drugs
What if I told you I find solace in them
That when my demons are awakened
The drugs are the only weaapon I have ever had
Those suicidal thoughts are washed away by the same drugs
So you expect me to quite my medicine,
How then I am supposed to to fight this?
When all everyone has ever done is dispise me.
No body is ever willing to listen to me and how I feel
The world so cruel
Loneliness and boredom assassinating me inwardly
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