Why??

why? is the only word that cuts across my mind
do you remember?
You lead on me
you made me believe
you said you love me countlessly
is this what you meant?
With your love
you deceived
you outplayed me
you dribbled me
why? Is it because am weak,
why?

You toyed with my heart
You left it scattered
you pushed me to the limit
it was like a crime I just had to commit
I no longer feel any emotions
I no longer care about my devotions
they are forever in solitude
along with my joy and attitude
Is this what you ever wanted for me?
They were your intentions,
are you happy?
You broke me
now darkness is all I can see.

I am helpless and powerless
failing to hide my pain
my heart is like a curtain
blow through the window
each day I recall about you
I continue drifting apart
you killed me with your words
buried me with your actions
am now a ghost without love and peace
why? has always been an enigma in my life.