Held Captive by My Thoughts

I thought you loved me
I thought you were my song
I thought you were my sunshine
I thought you were my forever
I thought you were my key
They were just imaginations!!!

I guess we all make mistakes,
But you are my biggest mistake
I never felt true sadness until you fooled me
Though I seem carefree
The pain in my heart is still the same.

I don’t know what it was
Maybe my instincts, thoughts,
imaginations…. I don’t know
That made me love you
Did I love you too much??
Cause it keeps haunting me
Remember, you were there
Now you aren’t
You had my heart
I had yours
Maybe I wasn’t enough.

I will never forget
The way you made me feel
Like I was everything
But now you won’t be able to push me aback
Because am gaining my strength back
Am going to laugh so you don’t see me cry
Going to let you go in style
Going to smile when I see you from miles
But I will never forget
The way you made me feel
Like I was nothing
All I didn’t know was that..
I was held captive by my thoughts