It finds me psychologically lost
Lost in the chains of emotions
Emotions that befuddles my world
World that has shuttered hope
Hope of achieving the best in life
Life that has been tagged rotten
I couldn’t enjoy my favourite music
Music which used to boost my moods
Moods lowered by persistent suckers
Suckers who kept praising my kindness
Kindness which resulted into inadequacy
Inadequacy into inability to provide help
I developed fear of walking down the streets
Streets where I grew up from my childhood
Childhood memories which raised my heart
Heart which was filled with patches of hate
Hate that encouraged suckers to spread blames
Blames that I was not a good person to them
They sucked me until I was empty
Empty because they left me with nothing
Nothing like a lone tree in the desert
Desert in the sense that I became an island
Island of depression and unfiltered thoughts
Thoughts to commit suicide in the darkside
Some gave me hope but I couldn’t trust
Trust in the end of input of confidence
Confidence that was injected to raise confusion
Confusion because I had nobody to depend on
On the verge of my downfall caused by dirty soul
Soul which had lost the sense of conscienceless
I cry because am broken in this festive season
Season that I thought could bring me happiness
Happiness turned out to be Loneliness in the dark
Dark times that I could not bare or hide
Hide my feelings of solitude in the low moments
Moments that was to point celebration but am left hurt.
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