Tell Me Why…

Tell me,
Why am I here again?
Writing to you another text,
When all I’ll get, are two bright blue ticks,
And no response

Please tell me,
Why am I the one making effort?
The one pleading,
Begging,
Trying
When you are the one who left
No explanations, no apologies
Just heavy bouts of silence

Why am I still typing
Why am I the one hurting from all of this
Why can’t you even use a word, a sentence,
Or even a paragraph
To make me understand?
Guess am asking too much
Because you’ll simply do it again,
Give me the silent treatment