I am a monster,
But she created me.
I swear I loved her,
I really did,
More than I loved myself,
But that’s what happens,
In a one-sided love,
I learned late.
She lied to me.
She said she felt the same way,
And said she was happy with me,
But she was happier in his arms.
He was a god to her.
My only mistake was loving her,
And giving her all of me,
Because she took it all,
And threw it back at my face,
Not caring about how much pain she was causing me.
I really tried to pick up the broken pieces,
The shards that cut through my ski,
And made me bleed even more,
But even then,
It still hurt so bad.
I wanted it to stop,
But how do you stop a pain that haunts you daily?
She made me into the monster the world saw,
While they glorified her,
And that screwed me up.
Point fingers at the broken creation,
Judge me and have a laugh over my state,
While you thank her for breaking me.
I want to hate you for your reaction,
But I owe her hate for ruining me,
My creator.
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