Something Unexplainable

There is something I can’t quite explain,
It keeps coming back,
And I don’t know why,
But I keep coming to you,
And you always embrace me,
Then something stirs up a fight,
We grow apart, cursing each other,
Then something moves us closer.

Something keeps us in a circle,
A circle of emotions,
Love, pain, happiness, sadness,
Emotions that spike love and hate,
Makes me yearn more for you,
Makes me detest you sometimes,
I have become its victim,
Victim of love and hate.

Nevertheless, I see something,
Its uniqueness brings me peace,
I see it in your eyes, I see my life in it,
I feel it in my stomach, it brings me energy,
I want to hold on to it, but I’m not sure,
I might break, it might strengthen me,
I’m covered in a mist of emotion,
Hoping my emotions will be reciprocated.

Almost half a decade now,
The circle of emotions is rolling,
Easing and hardening my life,
Completing the circle over and over,
And every moment I want to write about it,
I think of you, the good and bad times shared,
It reminds me of how much I love you,
And how much I need us to share that something.