Dear Diary,
I saw her today too,
I saw her with him,
But I didn’t feel a thing,
That’s how it should have been,
I shouldn’t have felt,
But dear diary,
Between me and you,
I felt a lot of things,
And it still hurts,
It really does.
All I ever did was love her,
Didn’t mind when she used my heart,
As the carpet for her people,
I didn’t care,
When she denied me in public,
I swear I didn’t care,
When I was just her friend,
Because, dear diary,
She loved me in her own way.
Her kisses were passionate,
Her touch so gentle,
Her hugs made me wanna melt,
Her laughter was my heaven,
The happiest place my heart belonged,
And her breath.
It made me want more,
Anyone in my state would,
Because she was different,
What I didn’t understand then,
Was how different she truly was.
She said we could be friends,
But I didn’t want that,
Though I was okay with it,
Until I was not,
Then she ripped off the band aid,
The only thing that kept me sane,
She said she’d warned me,
But how do you stop loving??
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