Do you know why I wrote this letter?
Because this is the bleeding pain
Flowing with uncontrolled tears
From a helpless soul
Sitting down on the shore
Looking at the wide ocean
Whose world is dark
I am not heartbroken
But my body is in pieces
My innocence is no more
What was good is now shameful
I just want to die, lie
My body was not just tortured
But my dreams were shuttered
My life was ruined
Poor 17 year old me
Raped by a father figure
A family friend
Before I die, I want to forget
Before I die I want to forgive
Before I die I want to heal
If I won’t find peace
I can’t live again
If I won’t heal
I shall die, lie
I want to die before the sun sets
I want to live again before the sun rises
I want to heal before I live
I want to heal
I want to live
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