

I loved him,
I confided in him,
I made sacrifices for him,
I paid all his expenses.
I really loved him.
I invested my trust,
I invested my pride,
I invested my time,
I invested my efforts and understanding.
I loved him.
And so I laid in bed with him,
I said and replied to him alone,
I made a perfect shade for him,
I cried, pled and suffered for him.
I loved him passionately.
But it seemed like I was all blinded,
I performed my duties like a fool,
I hoped and waited for marriage,
I really promised to stay, wait and love.
I was seven months pregnant when I confessed,
My business was dropping and failing,
He left and never turned his back
I was left weak, suffering and heavy,
What was I to do?
I lost HIM,
I lost my job, wealth and life,
I flashed her off,
I couldn’t take it anymore.
I loved to death.
My love made me a murderer
My love made me poor
My goodness destroyed me
I loved my baby
But how was I to raise her?
Fatherless?
Without funds and help,
How was I to?
I was ferried today in the morning
Because stress and depression was too much for me,
I just had to leave.
But I promised to destroy HIM!