Episode 1

I just completed my third year. Ofcos any other person could be thrilled with a thought of joining campus. That was the case for me. Being the first born in our home, everyone was happy for me. They had high expectations and I promised to give my best. The first few days was hectic for me. Adapting to the new environment being a naive girl from a village was hard for me. I could easily fall for any trap. I decided to look for a church thinking it was a safe as every other person had told me. Here is where I met this guy. Trust me he was irresistible. A tall,dark handsome man.

Taking engineering and could really sing well. I was just seeing a bright future for myself. I built all the castles in the air and felt that I was the luckiest lady. Being a reserved lady, no one ever came to know about the relationship, maybe I could have been warned. Cooking for him was my delight. I wonder how I didn’t notice that he never even contributed anything. Never gave me anything, not even an ovacado. Never invited me for any meal. His words and the poems that he could write for me blinded me.

He asked about my hobbies and I was open and told him what I loved. Nature walk being the first thing I said. He used that as the gate for my ruins. This one Saturday evening, he invited me for a nature walk, I was so happy that never gave a second thought. I trusted him fully and followed him wherever he went. We walked for long that I started feeling lost and insecure. We went into the bushes as darkness was falling. I remember trying to tell him that we should go back and he was like “relax, it’s too early and you are safe”. I decided to trust him considering the premises that I first met him.

Maybe I was stupid. He started touching me and being fishy. I tried to stop him but he was too strong for me. I cried and pleaded but he had made up his mind. With all the tears and pleading; he gave a deaf ear and did something that I lived never to forget in my life. I hated myself, I felt like dying, I was ashamed of myself. That’s how my life was shattered and my heart was filled with hatred to date. My life was ruined, my inner peace tampered with.