Dear diary
Does sanity exist
Cause mine has faded away
My eyes stare blankly
The blade rests between my fingers
There’s a smile on my lips
It’s not of hope
But of relief
It’s a blissful smile
One that sees the end in sight
Dear diary
Do you know
I detest crowds
They’re loud but never loud enough
They can’t shut them up
They can’t stop the demons within
So I hate them
I detest them
Dear diary
Do you know
I hate their words
Their concern
Their need to always be around me
They treat me like glass
Handle me with care
But they don’t know
They never know
That it’s them driving me to the edge
Dear diary
Tonight I want to be selfish
To put an end to the wounds within
So please let me win this time
©Allyna Kemmy
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