Help Me

I have a friend,a best friend
That I can’t introduce you to
If I do he’ll make you his best friendWithout loosing me too.

It’s been five years now
But still can’t describe his nature
Neither can I say he’s evil nor angelical
Cause when I feel lonely and unloved he makes me high
When we’re together it’s all fun and glory
But in the end I’m still the saddest for accepting his holy call

He takes away everything and still wants more
Friends and family matter no more
He makes me lie and down still me he pins
Teacher say ‘abstain’ but I can’t just put down the pills
In public he embarrasses me and so you won’t wish for this

My best friend will never allow something good come out of me
Broke my spirit into pieces Turned my love into hatred
And now my life is pure hell
All he does is gravel after making my life afflicted

He makes me dirty with teeth brown and rotty
He has no mercy to religion, gender nor beauty
Age to him is nothing but numbers

I cry and pray for death daily as I wail
Still he embraces me blindly like his wife
I’m lying almost dead in his cage
Help me out cause you can

It’s never too late to save a soul like me?

Amondi Adee?